1972

Dreamlog

KEY:
The top entry for each day is dream.
Below ----- is real life.
Misspellings have been retained.
[] indicates notes written later.

October 28

Listening to Beethoven's Fifth "Going Forward" symphony.





October 21

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Leave Tony.





September 28

Going to some institution for insane, sort of like college. I walked along path by some dormatories with glass windows, looking for one with name S--, where Carl was. I tapped on the window of his room, and his roommate, a dark boy, looked out. I got him to tell Carl to come to the next window. I looked at him, and his face was sad and distant, yet I thought we might still be able to talk.

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Waldophus' birthday.





September 26

Gabriel: "Pastoren."





September 10

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Skate.





September 9

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Jamaica Queens.

Larry beats me in chess.

Wendee gives gossip.


Wendee & Larry


September 5

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Washington Heights [Alanon meeting]





August 21

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Penguin [pen--Donald's birthday gift to me]





August 20

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Return from Jamestown.





August 11

Plant women. If she stabs man twelve times he will die. But if he catches her she splits into two.





July 10

Leo & Theodore.

Reading the first five pages (in mixed order).

Moved by their unavoidable fate.

The council building, 2265.





July 4

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Here we are.





June 16

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Car discovered.


my intrepid bug


June 8

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Car lost.


my intrepid bug


June 7

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Lleellaatt's birthday.





May 28

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Sky Rink

Pat shows me forward and backward swizzles.

We see Leif & Shizuko.

Pat walks with them along Hudson.





May 27

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Shopping Spree I with Pat.

Wendee's car goes better without suitcases.





May 26

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"City Lights"





May 24

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"Another morning
Another day
Another crisis." -- D.M.

Cwang Hong





May 23

Nightmares until two.

Go to Y.





May 22

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La Guardia.





May 21

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Talks with Evelyn, the "Flying Mathematician."





May 16

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Last night at Y.M.C.A.





May 15

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Find job at Popular Library.





May 14

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Go to Y.





April 17

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Loss of Pheasant Box and "Genius" [book by N.D.M. Hirsch] has given me a great idea.





April 15

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Drive to Boston.





April 6

Thomas Jefferson.





April 6

Circus. Coakiroe's daughter Octavia performs.





April 5

Man hates Indians because wife and child were killed. Goes around killing them.





April 2

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Shizuko: You sure know how to disturb other people with your own anger.

Bonnie: I can't help... How can I contain myself?

Leif: Just be the set of all sets and you'll contain yourself.





April 1

Falling without parachute. Being saved somehow.





March 31

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Pat and I and Leif come to New York meet Shizuko.

Hungarian restaurant.


Shizuko & Pat


March 29

Crossing to new life.

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Leif makes game.





March 28

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Niagara Falls.

We reach Boston.

Pat's apartment.

Cook lambchops.





March 27

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Leave Illinois.

Camp by Lake Erie.





March 26

Rustafyr.

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I play some viola.


playing the viola


March 25

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Golf.





March 24

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Concert.





March 23

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Force field in library.





March 22

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We reach Monmouth.





March 21

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I get upset.





March 20

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Monday.

Leif and I start out.

Reach Idaho.

Coyotes howl in snowy mountain.





March 18

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Nokorimojo is leftovers in Japanese.

Les restes.

I lie around with Talo. [cat]





March 17

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In Portland.





March 16

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Manhattan Motel. [Redding, California]





March 15

Story of rising house. The boy's conflict.

Dream of taking room to myself at Prospect Street. [Honolulu]

Painting for Wonder Dome.

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Frogs singing in darkness all around, loud as birds. Horses whinnying at the door.





March 14

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Think: Salipti in Tlazolovich's garden.





March 12

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At the ranch...





March 11

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We have too few emotions compared to things that trigger them. It should be one to one. (Exiøksen)





March 10

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Perhaps intelligence is related to distinction distance. If you get kicked eating oathay do you still like oathay. Our goal is to not associate our feelings with what happens then. Telephone.





March 9

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Ornj. [the ranch]


the ranch


March 8

I have two-headed baby. Must rerun birth for ceremony.

Enemies torture test must revive with five heads.

One great wounded already. Only gets one. Hopeless...





March 7

Afternoon:

Coakiroe in window of Tlazolovich talking "som dreng" [like a boy] "A deep smile."

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Start "Lleellaatt's Autobiography."





March 5

Painting "Salamano in Rain Forest."





March 3

Golden Chiglets.

Coakiroe's artificial heart valve (blk. & white).

Expedition across the sea. Leader Thor (Salipti) brother Odin (C) two women. Russian, Chiski Napoleon. All drown except Thor and one woman.

In the year T93.





March 2

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Coakiroe picture


Coakiroe at airport


February 27

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Coakiroe's birthday





February 11

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Into the night I go
My eyes wide open
My heart trembling
My mouth humming
Blood trickling
Legs shrinking
Abdominal muscles undulating
...passion of the sea...


the sea